Day+259 A very bad day

Where do I start.............. first Alicia has been doing very well the last couple of days. She has had problems with her Magnesium and Potassium levels but they were finally under control and we were to be discharged this morning, just in time to be at the RMH to meet UPS to ship out our stuff and wait out the final 6 days until we were homeward bound. Lets just say things did not turn out that way and I am sssssooooooooooooooooo MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have reached my limit and I am very very frustrated.


Everything was good this morning, Alicia and I woke up early and we were in the mist of being discharged. All that was left was to pull her IV's and give her morning meds and we were out of here. I had to run down tot he pharmacy to pick up a few new meds they had put her on which took all of twenty minutes. When I walked back in to her room I about fainted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alicia was sitting in the bed with 9 FULL syringes full of her own blood. I immediately looked at her line and she had hooked herself to a line from who knows where. Here line did not have any blood in it so i FREAKED!!!!!!!!!!!! I asked her what did she use to flush it and she said water. Mind you I work for a water treatment company so I know everything in tap water which is full of bacteria. I grabbed the blood and started counting how much it was and it was 42 cc's she had taken. the nurse was in the room so I started asking how this happened...................... there were also needles and cbc vials in her bed so I knew she had to of gotten into the nurse server which should of been LOCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A few minutes later Alicia started grabbing her neck and crying and saying she wanted to lay down and that her chest burned. Her heart rate went into the 200's and she spiked a fever that kept rising. All of the Docs rushed in her room and started ordering all kinds of test and was worried that she had pushed air in her line as well. I lost it. I was so livid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is when I looked beside her bed and it hit me that the cup Alicia said was water was the cup I had poured SPRITE in earlier for her to drink. Alicia had flushed her line with SPRITE!!!!!!!!!!


Of course it was hush hush because they realised that the nurse server was not locked, and at one point had tried to convince me the nurse said it was. I told them so explain where the needles and vials came from because I do not carry them in my purse. They could only shake their head.


Alicia is stable now. No results have came back on what all she had put inside of her. Dr Davies said she wants to watch her for a couple of days and she has not canceled our flight. I believe this is a sign from God telling me that I need to keep a much closer eye on her. I made Theo go home to his mommy, no more syringes and play medicine and I called my mom and told her to put a lock on my closet before I got back so I could lock up her meds.


I am very exhausted so I will update later. Tomorrow is going to be a hectic day I am sure because all kinds of Higher up people were trying to talk to me but I told them I was not ready to talk to anyone. I was to MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!